Failure In Disguise - Jayesslee (Original)

Have you ever felt like you’re the only one on the road?

Have you ever wondered, ‘Where has everybody gone?’

Have you ever felt abandoned?

Have you ever felt alone?

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Have you ever felt like just crying out for help?

And then did you wonder, ‘Will they even understand?’

Have you ever felt a pain you could not bear?

But the world, it goes around just fine anyway…

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Well I, I hear your cry

And I, I feel your pain

I know you tried so hard

To make things right

To overcome this endless fight

Just don’t give up.

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Have you ever felt like you just stepped over the line?

And did you just pretend that everything was fine?

Have you ever felt nobody knows who you are?

Have you ever felt like a failure in disguise?

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Well I, I hear your cry

And I, I feel your pain

I know you tried so hard

To make things right

To overcome this endless fight

Just don’t give up.

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Just don’t give up, I won’t give up.

so stressed and so tired that there aren’t enough words in the English dictionary to express how I really feel.

Right now I am swamped with work and things to do! Let me list down what I have to complete over the next few weeks:

• Daiko camp stuff - props, develop games, etc
• Brainstorm for concept for our IP and then do up nice slides for the next meeting with the client
• Prep for Vietnam practical mission

While at the same time juggling my dplus + normal training + tutorials + lessons + homework ugh!!!

I’ve been eating out so often that I find that I’m having problems managing my money (THIS HAS NEVER REALLY BEEN A PROBLEM FOR ME) and now I only dine with my Grandma once a week these days :( I used to dine with her up to 6 days a week and now it’s down to a pathetic one omg.

I feel so sad.

Sigh… I just hope I make it through this year alive ><